Well, when it comes right down to it, I really don't care how you perceive our company compared to other companies. All you have done is complain that you don't like the delivery system for the alpha. Yep, we get that you like to beat a dead horse. Understand this: you are the only one complaining about this. We're not changing because one person has an issue.
So, you're going nowhere here. Either you can use the alpha that is available to download, or you don't. That's your decision. If you want to keep complaining, you're just wasting your breath. You bought the product 2 years ago. You spent $20 TWO years ago. You got what you paid for TWO years ago. There is a new version that you could download for free right now, but you won't because all you want to do is complain about the delivery method and us not providing as many updates as you assume we should provide. You're not going to get what you want. End of story.